Too close, too far

It's like no matter what you do, it's wrong. You try to make everyone happy, but sooner or later you realize that is just impossible. But the question goes on like "Whose happiness is more important? Theirs or yours?". Too close, too far from the answer. It feels like you know and then buf, it's gone, you don't know it anymore. People around are weird. All with their own opinions. Even best friends have different points of view sometimes. At this moment I am left speechless. And that is kind of weird 'cause usually it's hard to make me shut. I would love it if life had an instruction book so you could know what you should do. Some say this life is just a little bite of happiness from the real happiness which is Heaven. If you believe in God, you believe in this. And I just hope we will all find the way to it.