Too close, too far

It's like no matter what you do, it's wrong. You try to make everyone happy, but sooner or later you realize that is just impossible. But the question goes on like "Whose happiness is more important? Theirs or yours?". Too close, too far from the answer. It feels like you know and then buf, it's gone, you don't know it anymore. People around are weird. All with their own opinions. Even best friends have different points of view sometimes. At this moment I am left speechless. And that is kind of weird 'cause usually it's hard to make me shut. I would love it if life had an instruction book so you could know what you should do. Some say this life is just a little bite of happiness from the real happiness which is Heaven. If you believe in God, you believe in this. And I just hope we will all find the way to it.

Neahh! Choose "HAPPINESS"

It's funny how people can choose the way they want to feel. Never thought about that, ah? Some people get really sad, almost depressive. And it's contagious! Now you're probably thinking how can someone choose how they want to feel. It's actually simple. If everything around you is full of sadness and nothing seems quite good for you, don't give up! Try to smile! You never know what happens next. Just with a positive way of thinking about today, and tomorrow, you can win so much! Don't be sad! People don't need sad faces around them. Stay chill, relax and be happy. This is what summer is for! Smileee everyone!

"I'm going to find a way to make it, without you."

No ideas... any suggestion?

Hmm so how do you call it when you really like someone, when you kinda fall for them... ? How do you call it when instead of studying, you stuck the pen in your hair dreaming of how would it be If you two had a beautiful summer love, or maybe, more than that?
You put your soul in it and you wish that everything will turn out how you wanted, but you know... or at least in my case, it never happens. Everyone tells that you know, he's not the right person and blah blah, but inside of you, you still wish and dream about it. I just cannot understand boys. But maybe they are just like us, they know that other girls like them, but it all just make them think they're cool. This is sad. They never think If we ever suffer because of them. If we're ever hurt when they just keep the silence. They don't seem to really give a shit... and that's probably because they truly don't give a shit. It makes you sad, huh? It makes you cry, huh? It makes you think that you are just not good enough for him. But sometimes I think that what If they are like us, in some cases, they are just not as brave as we think they are. Maybe they are just too lame to ask. I'm confused, honey. I really am.

You think you know, but you know nothing.

People around you, people who you see everyday and people who step by not caring about you, think they know. They look at you and make an opinion. They get a lot of thoughts but in the end, still one conclusion which may not be exactly the true. After a while, they think they know you. But what they don't know is that maybe sometimes you did not agree with them but you kept the silence because you didn't need a fight at that time. Maybe that happened a lot of times. Maybe that happens always. But still those people think they know you.
What you really want is to show them the real you, the personality you kept inside of you hidden 'cause you thought that it would be better so you would skip a fight with people you don't care about or in the other way, you really care of. The fact that you did that, made people judge you differently of who you are. And no matter what you say, for those people, you will be always the same. The relationship you have with those person cannot be called "friendship" because, the term of "friend" is based on trust, honesty and faith. As you lied to those people, you cannot be called a friend.
In conclusion, If we want real friends, let's not hide our true thoughts and feelings and If those people who you considered friends start to ignore you, you should just get over it and look out for new friends and relationships.

It's not the end. It's a new beginning.

It's night. You go to your room, turn off the lights, you put your headphones on and start listening to some kind of sad song that reminds you of what you want to forget. You listen to the song, you listen to the lyrics and you realize for the 93rd time that the song accords to your story. When the song gets to the saddest part, somewhere inside you starts pumping more than usual, and then uncontrollably, a tear drop falls by. Then you start thinking, are we so bad to deserve something like this? We think that it's all our fault or in some cases we are looking for the guilty ones. Somehow, we turn off the iPod and fall asleep.
The next day, we are all some kind of emotive and sensitive. We are sad and we show it. We look around and realize that no one cares, even though they see you suffering. In the end, you find a person who is able to listen to you. You go on, tell all your feelings and problems and then realize that you're feeling better.
But in the end all you have to do is to understand that this is not the end. It's a chance God given you to start again. Try to understand the people that just wants your best.

"Normality" - Who said that?!

As they are all talking about "that's not normal" or "you know, let's try to make it as normal as it could be". The term of "normality"or "the usual way" is not exactly what I am looking for. As I look around, people don't really show their need of being "unusual". They pretty much look alike and don't show anything uncommon. But what I think is that somewhere deep inside in their hearts, they really want to be more like Lady Gaga, or some another artist who had the brave to show the world the way they really are and the way they really feel.
The term of "normalcy" doesn't really fit for everyone. Maybe to wake up at 3 p.m. it's normal for some people but not normal to others. Maybe being as common as you could be it's normal for some, but not normal to you, and me. This is what I'd like to show and make you understand. Telling others that some things are "normal" doesn't mean that for them, it actually is. And If they keep the silence, doesn't really mean that's the way actually feel. What I'd really like is that some people would understand the fact that If you look different, doesn't mean you're some kind of freak. Many people don't understand Lady Gaga. But what she really wants to tell people is that she did not fit in high school and she always looked like some kind of weirdness but actually all she wants is that every single "freak" around the world will find a place of understanding in her person. So let's try not to judge everyone around you because, someway, somehow, something deep inside them is just like you, and me.