How?!

How do you let go the past? How can you even live the present moment when all you’re thinking about is that summer day when you went out together, had the best time and laughed, but then, nothing else happened, realising that he is just not that into you. How do you go further when all you want is to go back in time so you could repair some mistakes you did, some words that you should’ve leave unspoken? We are all wondering why that, why so, why this... but why do we bother so much for people who don’t give a sh*t on what you think? How?!

Mistakes, changes, dreams and life (1)

The mistakes I made, made my life. What I am made myself. Everyone around me made what I am and when people go, I change. When people say things that will bring you to your knees, you’ll change. Change is something that makes our lives what they are. We do not know how, or when, but it helps us grow.

My perspective of change may be different from yours. To me, it is life. It is the fact that you care about other people and when they hurt you, you try to understand, but they would not allow you, so you move on, you learn how to say ’no’, you change. You learn how to care about some other people and when they hurt you... well you move on, you change. Life is about changes. It is always like this. You can always surrender, run away, learn how to speak some other language and just get away, break away. People WILL judge you, that’s for sure. That’s what people do. They judge. They share their opinions. It’s a free world, you can always share your thoughts. It may hurt you. Positive thinking is just a lie you tell yourself and to other people saying „it will be fine, be happy”, without even thinking about the words you just said. This will bring you down. Will bring you so down that you will wake up tomorrow morning saying „everything is a lie, so what is this all about? Isn’t this just a lie I live?”. It probably is, we do not know. But it does help us grow.